Bah Bebo I do DETEST THEE

I try to never update my bebo profile and its for one main reason, it cripples me. Evertyime you try to adjust the "info" on your profile it always makes me wonder deeply about the crazy questions which are meant to be simple but sometimes can just make you realise your abit too damaged inside. Simple questions like "When are you happiest?" become "Well when am i truely happy?" or "What do you love?" becomes "What do i truely love thats not a fad and won't be forgotten in 4 weeks.

Though after all this i still find the hardest part of all deciding on your top friends. Its the same with facebook i seem to end up adding endless and avst amounts of people who either use me or i just dont know yet in this small virtual land they are "Friends". How are you meant to choose out of all those random pictures with names who truely deserves a spot on your top friends list and worse still is the fact that when you finally make up your mind either no one cares cause it is just a pathetic website or people moan cause they aren't as high as they want to be.

Now i did think when i started this blog that it would actually be a very happy go lucky blog and it just seems to be slipping into a deeper and darker tone of depression which makes me wonder do the two people who actually bother to read this really need to know how truely and deeply damaged i am.

To that end i have decided maybe not to bother blogging until i can find something to really and truely be happy about.

Well lets hope this is not my last post!!

Foyfighter


P.s.- Daniel i still can't believe you have this on your RSS feed!!

Updates boring i know...

Ok just wanted to make a few updates of boring things i have forgotten to mention or point out. Ok now as you can gatehr i am a big fan of stargate and has anyone realised that the little symbol to the right of the title kinda looks like the lost city of Atlantis? I mean back to topic...

OK to my left you will see a strange funky robot, actually going toa dd it below as well so you can get a better look at him! He is my new mascot kindly designed by Daniel Duke for Moi. Now Daniel is a close friend and evyr cool designer and i could give you a link to his blog if i could rememebr it so... (Insert Link here later once you rememebr FOOL!) Now i know i have like 2 readers but if anyone would like to name the mascot please leave any ideas for names in a comment below.

Just before i go it seems that James Duke (Daniel's twin brother) Has started to write a song about my last blog post, which i think is ridiculous but i look forward to seeing it!!

Toodles
Foyfighter

P.s. - Ciara prepare to get SOAKED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Two hearts are beating in opposite directions, what the frick OOOH What the frick!?!

"Love?... Love? I hate the word, As i hate Mac, all PlayStation 3's and thee!"

Ok well i don't really HATE mac just dislike even though there is one downstairs which i regularly use. ANYWAY i have to get some crap off my chest about a general subject which i hate, called Love. Now in all honesty if i could remove one emotion in my world it would be Love well i would keep love for family and friends but not madly in love.

As i mentioned in a previous blog i had fallen madly in love again and i want to talk about it abit more cause its bloody ridiculous. The person in question i hate, i hate with a pure passion because most of the times she is an utter bitch to me yet i still Love eher cause she doesn't mean it alot of the time and it seems she is naturally just a bitch. Now i fell madly in love during a move and it was like some utter horrible scene out of some soppy Love novel.

"As i leaned in casually to tell her a joke i noticed the lovely glint of the dim cinema light reflecting in her beautiful clear eyes. I watched as she leaned in closer, her face looking ever more beautiful as the battle raged in the background. She slowly started to smile, arching her lips revealing her lovely pearly smile that made me turn to mush every single time. I tried to speak, but my heart was kidnapped in a brawl of hormones and adrenaline. I felt my heart beat like a raging ocean and my mind screaming her name constantly over and over again. I wanted to grab her and give her the deep passionate kiss i had been longing to give her for the last few years but i knew it would never happen. She started to giggle which echoed deep down in my soul making me love her even more. I finished my sentence still mesmerized in her beauty. I started to move back knowing that if i stared any longer it would be the death of me. As we returned to watching the epic fight scene i slowly looked in the corner of my eye at her still undieing beauty in the dim light. Wishing and hoping that she could be mine"

Yeah horrible mushy crap, but thats preety much what happened, STUPID SLOW MOTION LOVE MOMENT THINGS!!! So as the title says there is some sort of uncoordinated split of opinion. One part of me loves her and even that part slightly hates her but then i have my other problem. So there is this girl that once upon a time i met randomly at a birthday party and during the party i thought she was very cool and got on well even though she was as quiet as a mouse. After that i didn't see her until a random formal i went to (the one where Peter was my date since his girlfriend couldn't go XD hehe) but didn't get to talk much. After that i seen her every now and then in school and at friends houses and slowly i started to like her. Now after completely forgetting about her (Sorry) i ended up bumping into her an undisclosed amount of time ago and really got to talk to her properly and she is lovely. No reason for me to hate her, no bitchyness and she is just amazing. So once again love is destroying me by spliting em in two.

Now my problem with this isn't "WHAT DO I DOOOOOOOO BAH SHOULD I SAY ANYTHING TO THEM!" because i know i have no hope with either i am more just pissed off that once again my body as foolishly fallen in love and i don't like having no hope, it just makes me die inside but i can't stop stupid emotions eh?

BAAAAH

Foyfighter



P.s. - I once sat a cat with a fiddle..... he wore a big hat.... yeah this is random.... but so is your face!

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AARON IS MY HOMEBOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This was meant to be a full blog post but Zoe distracetd me and now i want to go read so therefore....

RUUUUN BEFORE SHE HITS ME!!!

I haven't thought of a title so this will do ^_^

Well hello everyone, (When i say everyone i am preety much saying hello to my two readers). Now this blog post shall be dedicated to Claire since she says she is addicted again, but i find that hard to believe! Ok now lets get the usual stuff over with, at the moment you could say i am listening to the opening theme tune to Casino Royale since well i am watching it ^_^. As for my mood Smiling but unsure within, and before anyone asks i don’t even know what the blooming hell that means!!

On the third beep the time sponsered by FoyFighturist will be 23:26

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*violins of james bond music*

Sorry getting lost in Chris Cornel’s lovely lovely vooooice. Ok so anyway tiem for my first mini section of my blog OHHH SUSPENSE!!

A Series of VERY fortunate and good events!!

Ok so after a few months of driving actually i dotn even think its that long but anyway i have discovered that the old Rover 200, Jake the T.A.R.D.I.S appears to be abit of a chic magnet. So the otehr day it had three very hot girls in it (You know you are!! And i am going to ignore the fact my car got brutally scratched because of it but yeah hot none the less!) and then tonight to add to it i seemed to have a topless Andrew in my car so yeah Jake i love you very much!!

And now for my second trick..

Ok so otehr then the stuff detalied above my week ahs been collectively ratehr clam and well bloody boring!! But it gave me a chance to restart reading my favoourite series of novels – The Dresden Files. Now i am in the middle or so of Summer Knight and it is heating up and i just love the writing style of Jim Butcher. Its amazing that even know you can soemtimes see where the plot line is going he can still make it shocking and exciting or just change direction comepletely and make you stop and stare at the book thinking “Oh my god...” Now i do admit i have been getting alot of dirty looks from my parents cause i have burst out laughing in the middle of the night because the book is sooo funny. In particular the Scene where the main characetr Dresden goes to a vampire dressed as a vampire and comes otu with the brilliant line “I’m not just a vampire i’m a cheesy one!!” I actualyl got sticthes!

*cough* yes i am sad.. very veyr sad.. *cough*

But what can you do i have anotehr 20 days of epic bordeum to fill before i hopefully get to move into my accomidation up in belfast, i am just hoping that i can actually get a laptop in time so i can keep posting blogs to my loyal 2 fans XD
Well i am starting to get tired, i really want to continue reading Summer Knight and i have work in the morning so i think its time to bring this very crap and random blog to an end!.

Foyfighter

P.s. – Watched epiosde three of star wars again and it still makes my ehart bleed everytime when Obi-Won says to Anakin “You where like my brother!! I LOVED YOU!!” Ahhh poor Kenobi...

P.s. 2 – I hate girls...

P.s. 3 – I hate girls ALOT!!

P.s. 4 – AHHH I CAN’T FIND THE SPELL CHECKER ON THIS PORTABLE MICROSOFT WORD!!

QUICK DIAL THE GATE!

Well after some random adventuring on a forum i casually go on it seems that Sci-Fi has given the Green light for a Stargate Atlantis movie after the recent success of Stargate Continuum and The Ark of Truth. Now this is great news because i personally think the stargate movies have been amazing BUT unfortunately that means Season 5 will be the last season of SGA :(. Now after only recently coming to love Atlantis i am quite sad to see it go but i am also very excited over the new series "Stargate Universe" which will involve the 9th chevron.

"According to Cooper, Stargate Universe "maintains the spirit of Stargate, but opens up a whole new 'universe'." It is "a completely separate, third entity" – as opposed to Stargate Atlantis, which was created as a spin-off from the first series Stargate SG-1. Like the first two series in the franchise, Stargate Universe will take place during the present time, not in the distant future. The show will be "set on a ship that was part of an Ancient experiment" to seed the galaxies with Stargates millions of years ago but that was prematurely ended by the Ancients' ascension. After placing Stargates throughout multiple galaxies, a second ship would follow up and explore. When a team of explorers from Earth find an Ancient unmanned ship called the Destiny and are unable to return to Earth, the crew must fend for themselves aboard the ship as it takes them to the far reaches of the universe. The basis of Stargate Universe is that the ninth and final chevron, the purpose of which was previously unknown, would serve to get to the first ship. The show will involve more space-based action than SG-1 or Atlantis."

Information from Wikipedia

Now what i love about this plan is more space based action because some of the space ship fight scenes are amazing but i dono about this idea of a ship investigating a universe it seems great but could also be rather dodgy. So for the time being i am going to sit back, relax and wait to see if it is any good, which could be a looong time since the pilot of Stargate Universe will be sometime in early 2009.

Was thinking of creating a seperate blog just for random reviews of Stargate Atlantis episodes as the season has just begun but i don't know if i could really be bothered. Also rather tempted to start an Role playing forum but getting members is sooo hard and just generally annoying. Oh and thinking of names and ideas sucks!

Well thats all for now since i was just excited about Stargate and i am about to watch the 6th episode of season 5 and hopefully it will be a great one!!

Foyfighter

P.s. RODNEY DIAL THE GATE ALREADY!!!!!!

"You must have a hell of a time going through airports..."

Now the only problem with trying to post a blog is trying to decide what to write, cause you could easily write pure and utter crap (Like all my blogs) or write soemthing deep and meaningful that your friends will love. (Yeah still trying to get one of thoses....) Now i believe i did make an agreement to state my mood and song while writing a blog so erm.. Radiohead - Talk Show Host and mood - Horribley crap. Well with that out of the way LETS MOVE ON!

Bah mind block...

Two households, both alike in dignity,
In fair Verona, where we lay our scene,
From ancient grudge break to new mutiny,
Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
From forth the fatal loins of these two foes
A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life;
Whole misadventured piteous overthrows
Do with their death bury their parents' strife.
The fearful passage of their death-mark'd love,
And the continuance of their parents' rage,
Which, but their children's end, nought could remove,
Is now the two hours' traffic of our stage;
The which if you with patient ears attend,
What here shall miss, our toil shall strive to mend.

Yes good come back...

So at this moment in time i am still in a weird limbo about my university and i think i have fallen head over heels in love which makes me want to be sick and shoot myself OH TEXT MESSAGE SOMEONE LOVES ME!!! Ok aparently my imagination ANYWAY so yeah not a good time. Not going to say who i fell in lvoe with but i hate myself for it ok now why the heck has this been put in bold? Meh anyway.

Dor Breeding: WHAT THE HELL!?!?!

So i was watching a show that i belive was on ITV 3 which was talking about the inbreeding of dogs and how its effecting there genetic make up and lives. Now i have never been a fan of pedegree dogs i always thought mungrels were cooler in a rusty messy way but it was just a joke.

This is what a pug used to look like in the 1880's:



Now this is what they look like today:

Now i personally think that is a ridiculously huge cause by man due to inbreeding and selective breeding to produce traits that they believe are "Classis" and soemtimes they where never veen seen on breeds naturally occuring. Erm i dont have much more to say on this topic except Its horrible...

Yeah this is a really half assed blog i just can't think straight tonight so it might just end now..

P.s. - Yep, the classic P.s.'s are back even though no one probebly reads this .

P.s. 2 - What, art thou drawn among these heartless hinds?
Turn thee, Benvolio, look upon thy death.

P.s. 3 - Daniel if your readin this and dare comment on spelling mistakes or grammer i am so driving oevr and stabbing you!!!